the reason

the reason i haven't been blogging for awhile is because of these tubes that stuck into my mother's chest for almost a month. her pale arms were too frail for the transfusion needles to be stuck into, the doctor had to do a small incision on her upper chest instead.

for more than a month, i have to go back and forth between home, office and the hospital every day. it exhausted me to be honest, but you just cannot feel exhausted when your mother was lying in the hospital battling her illness.

my father is a cancer survivor, but i cried when i saw him having his chemotherapy three years ago. not along ago, i broke my heart when i saw my mother's hair fell out layer every layer until it reached its baldness and she's getting completely bald.

but, at least, she's home and recuperating.

father and i are taking care of her with the good faith that my mother will be alright and everything will be okay again soon.

amen.